The Me

I don’t usually like to say what I am or what makes me but for the sake of seeing it….

 

I don’t like to use the word I but for the sake of this I’ll have to.  Humility and setting aside your pride is the key to manhood.  Looking at situations in different perspectives has made me empathize and therefore a little less quick to criticize.  I hate to criticize.  Everyone is good until proven otherwise. I judge a person’s character before their actions.  I don’t like being around people who have a negative aura.  I try to treat women they same way as I would treat my mom but its hard and I have disrespected a lot of women. I probably don’t have feelings for a female if all I want to do is have sex with them.  I’ve seen the best of love and the opposite of it and that has determined how I want to love.  I’ve never been in love and I refuse to give it away too easily.  Just as hard as I grind for a woman’s heart I expect her to do the same. I have a big ego that is constantly combated by my definition of manhood.  I love to see and make people laugh.  I don’t know why people are so morose.  I hate hate hate pessimists.  Open-mindedness is how we enhance our strength and work on our weaknesses.  I love my parents and everything that they have taught me is coming into effect now that they’re gone.  I wish my family bonds were stronger.  I look forward to dreaming at night because it’s the key to my deepest feelings probably about things I don’t even know about.  I’m really broke I just know how to front and make the best out of my money (broke = relatively speaking).  I’m a neat freak, sometimes.  I don’t even own a Bible but I feel like every time I go to church I learn something.  My brother is my biggest inspiration.  He doesn’t know how much I look up to him.  When I grow up I want to be just like him, head to toe.  Well with a better sense of style.  I’ve been through a lot and if I could turn back the hands of time, I would.  Yea, I would.  I want to get to know her better but I’m afraid of being vulnerable.